That felt good

I have missed the last few Tai Chi classes and it felt really good to be there again yesterday. My Saturdays have been more or less the same over the last 5 ish years, and it definitely makes me appreciate it more when it I miss a class. I know I have written about this before, but I find Tai Chi very meditative, so it's a perfect class after the Lil Leopards.

I have heard that there might be a small Tai Chi demo - I sure hope to be a part of that if it happens!

 

 

 

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It got away some how

I have many thoughts running through my mind at the moment, and I have been sitting here trying to pin one down so I could blog. This little one has been on my mind for a bit, although it has really only hit me yesterday that I HAVE to find a way to address it. No, it isn't anything huge, but it could be huge to a little someone. I always struggle for a while when new little leopards start. The girls are easy as there is usually only a couple. But the boys, well - while they all look different, when they have similar haircuts it can be difficult to differentiate them from one another. Usually it only takes a month or so for me to get a handle on them, but this year it is seemingly difficult. And it bothers me. Yesterday, I found out that one little guy was not who I thought he was, and I felt incredibly guilty. How can I possibly connect with them, when I don't know who they are? I know, it'll come, but I do need to stay vigilant so that I do learn their names. I'm not sure how yet, but I will figure it out.....

Where to now?

Days like today are days that I could very easily skip blogging. My mental state isn't where it could be, so while I would rather not write here is a simple quote...

 

"A good head and a good heart are always a formidable combination."

- Nelson Mandela (1918-)

 

 

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Tiger Challenge

I posted a high five on kwoon talk yesterday, but wanted to do that here too. I love being a part of this event, and seeing the efforts of everyone pay off. I kind of feel like a "parent" when it comes to the kids I teach competing. Actually, Sihing Csillag said the same thing. But I was proud of all them for pushing themselves. I love the engagement of the student body and seeing us all come together as one family. I competed yesterday, and I didn't realize how much anxiety I had until I crashed after. I hate that. But it's over, and I did what I said I would, even though I was temped to pull out and not compete.

 

Anyway, congrats to everyone (medal or not) for being there and showing us how hard you worked.

 

 

 

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Meet Tazzy

Here is the newest member of our family. Sifu Rybak found her a just over a week ago, and after a lot of thought, I decided to adopt her. Our cat Molly was adopted as an adult, and I always swore that I would only take in older cats because they are calmer and aren't as high energy as a kitten. Well, this sweet little thing has changed my mind. Or rather melted my heart. It is going to take a little bit for all of us to adapt, but we will I'm sure.

Sorry for the rant

This is a rant. Not necessarily raving, but a rant nonetheless. The following is how I feel, and and I am by no means saying I am better than anyone else.

 

Every year at this time, the Government of Canada does it's United Way campaign. Now I am not a fan of this one, as I don't know where the donations actually go. How much of this is administration fees? This year, one of our units did a "stuff a truck" food bank drive. I guess they did pretty good. So there are benefits to it. However.

 

My issue lies not only with where the donations may or may not go, why is there an advertised need once a year? Or I suppose it could be twice a year as there is usually a food drive at Christmas. My eyes were opened a couple of years ago, when my daughters collected donations for the Mustard Seed foundation in edmonton. They collected coats, hats, mittens, and toiletries for the homeless. We were given a tour when we arrived, and part of this tour included the food bank donation pick up, where a family gets 1 bag of groceries per week. (That bag consisted of maybe 2 or 3 meals). We also saw the crap the people donate - donations that the previous owner wouldn't eat because it was old. That angers me. Why is it that it's not good enough for you, but good enough for someone less fortunate? It frustrates me to no end.

 

So I am not here to preach, or to make my family sound above all that. But ever since then, I pick up extra food every time I get groceries. Not a lot, like $5 - $10 worth, but we donate every week. Those less fortunate need to eat all year round, not just at specific times of the year and my little contribution each week doesn't cause me any hardship and I hope that it makes a difference, even if it's small.

 

I would like to encourage everyone to see if you can make a difference somehow, and in something you are passionate about. We are fortunate to have Kung Fu, each other, and the freedoms that we have. I am passionate about the charities we donate to, and my hope is that we can make a difference.

 

p.s. All the money from the Tiger Challenge goes to the five charities we support: The Children's Ability Fund, S.C.A.R.S., Malawi Girls, Feeding he homeless in Kathmandu, and the Simon Poultney Foundation.

 

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Silent leaders

 

Being a leader doesn't mean you have to be in the forefront of things, nor does being inspiring by being in someone's face. Sometimes, the leaders are the quiet ones that continue to be there, in the background. I think it's important to do what feels right, and not what you perceive is right or expected.

I know where my passion lies, at least most of the time. And for the most part, I know what I am about. But is my way enough to reach everyone? Probably not, and so I try to see where others can compliment me. And when I say compliment I don't mean saying something nice. It's recognizing my weaknesses and using their strengths to counteract them.

Not only am I filling a void that I cannot fill yet, I get to learn too.

 

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