At our I Ho Chuan meetings, we are asked how we are doing with our requirements. Where are we at? Are we struggling, or are we doing alright?
I have debated many times about talking and explaining where I am at but was never really comfortable. I can tell you that I am not where I should be. Part of me is also reluctant to discuss my physical issues as I don’t want to complain, however it has been holding me back. I suppose it’s a twofold issue though.
The first being the lower back injury I suffered with my vehicle collision last year. Some days are worse than others, but there is stiffness and some pain. Stretching helps a little, as does massage and chiropractic. But it will hopefully just take some time to get there. It has however given me some empathy to those who suffer with back pain and will never be pain free. I guess we find ways to work around it though.
The second is I have had an affliction (?) for the last 4 years or so. It was diagnosed as Restless Leg Syndrome initially, but after seeing a different doctor I have a diagnosis that makes more sense. Fibromyalgia. I have tried a few different medications over the years, but am finally on one that is helping for the most part. Trying to keep my stress down, and am working on ways to keep the pain and discomfort to a minimum.
So where is it that I am at? All my numbers are down. It’s been challenging to practice a lot as physically I just couldn’t handle it. But I haven’t quit and I certainly haven’t given up. I am taking each day as it comes, and beginning anew each day. I have my requirements down for next year, and hopefully it will be a better one!
